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Hi guys, its been a looooooong time since im blogging!

Hello October

of course, i miss to blog sometimes but i might vlog soon lol yasss sometimes I just typin random things cs i miss to blog oh ya Allah. Nowadays, its a mood to sendu cs its raining a lot yass i love this kind of weather because of its sejuk of course lah kan. I'm happy with my life right now with new environment which as uitm student semester 3 yang duduk luar and with new people ofc 1st time its kind of happy ever after but then we are sorang sorang diuji on how persahabatan kitaorg yasss we should help each other ehehehe.

Okay im goin to share my experience suddenly i never expect i can do it for 19 years i hidup ok omg its a achievement yallssss and i set it to my yearly reminder cs im so happy.

On 27 September 2018

Its 1st time in my life ever which i derma darah and know my type of blood wey cs actually lama dah nak try but Allah dah plan for this opportunity alhamdulillah and can u guess my blood type?

yesss, immaaaa

B for Blood lol lame joke HEHE yes i keep smiling throughout the process

1st step this stage was really scared cs it will decide on how darah u bersih or kotor and boleh derma or tak dengan condition korang. I almost muntah cs i am really nervous because i am really scared i cannot goin to derma cs i really want to help yes at least once in ur life kan. Time before my turn wawa pastu dia tak lepas cs hemoglobin prob somethings padahal dia yang ajak kitaorg and i cam what don't kan? maybe takde rezeki kot so aku dah cuak pahal lak wawa tak lepas ni ya Allah i keep praying that i lepas this stage sebab baru stage pertama kot. Then after wawa is izati which perempuan ni lepas dengan jayanya and dia O type punya orang which universal and its time for my turn! Aku cuak gilaa like sis tak tengok pun dia cucuk ke apa cs takut gila gila keep doa je time ni wey. Also dia cakap awak B type pastu aku cam rare gila darah aku ni luls then i LEPAS THIS STAGE YEAYY alhamdulillah.

BEST EXPERIENCE EVER

2nd stage is checked blood pressure and segala dia tanya kau ada penyakit ke tak gi tu laa and aku cuak jugak stage ni which before this if sis nervous ke or panas my blood pressure will be high and it might stop my this fissabilillah ya Allah time ni sis try relax gila gila tips u think u can do it yass gurl u can! gitu la keep doa lagi sekali. Time ni dok tunggu lama gak nak keluar result im shaking gilaaa cs cam lama ahahaha padahal aku debor ni dik wey. yesss dengan jayanya sis lepas this stage. u know sis kena double bag wey which sis terlebih darah lah kot ahahhahah lol jk

The very last stage confirm yang kau lepas segala stage yang ada and u are ready for derma yes! You did well girl. Alhamdulillah dengan support nisa pijah wana. Dengan officialnya sis dan izati berjaya mendaftarkan diri sebagai penderma darah yes then nervous gak la sebab jarum nampak lain macam besar dia lol lagi sekali sis tak tengok how big the jarum is process dia cucuk semua cs nampak like i berani act im not ok

Lastly, izati and i was very happy wey ofcourse la kan and after tu lalok lain macam like pening tak bermaya like something suck my blood lol but its a very happy day ofcourse ehehe love it this experience so much and im goin to derma again inshaAllah yeay we did it!

Nisa dia nak derma but tetiba jadi supporter its ok if u ready one day k girl?

me and izati

nisa be like im goin to be like u one fine day!

Also the day that i will forget that we main truth at mekdi hehehehe yes between me izati nisa and pijah je tahu how we goin hard times during that days sorry guys i am not the type that will forget that instant ur comment towards me and i will not kalah yes 1st time crying in front of my friend and lepak lama gila from 9-12am if im not mistaken cs its actually lega after u can know everyone punya impression toward u yes sedih cs u can not be a good friend but i will not change who am i cs i am scared to be fake and no one will goin to be my friend ok. Pray for me. me love you guys

love xoxo

from mc cafe oh my coffee!

Written by me at Saturday, October 13, 2018 | 0 Pinkzluv{s}

bae

Assalamualaikum and hye peeps :)

missing that smile.................

una wif ad 2012

2014

missing this two dorks

arissa pelanggan setiaku yang sentiasa mengambil khidmat kaunselingku 2014

gurlsss 2012

Suddenly, miss someone who had once been special to me and feel lost like Allahurabbi terasanya Ya ALLAH. Too much missing the old days and why im bein like this. Next year, will be spm year aduh times flies. Act do miss the old me. Why? Because now I choose to ~~be silent person and too lazy to~~ talk like whut that’s not me. Sometimes, someone tegur why r u bein like this maybe I feel like everybody annoy since I have no place to stand beside and feel everyone ignore me like okay im understand when u need me u ask about me but act I don’t mind but sometimes it’s feel Allah it’s hard for me sometimes. Im just missing the one who’s very like to hear my story Allah rindunyaaa. Now, hard since we r not in the same class I just missing u like crazy. Btw, I kind of easy speak with u. my soulmate J hahahahahaha okay why im bein so weird donno. Arwah Ad kata “u r not alone, kitaorang kan ada.” Ofcourse u all always with me but it’s not that uolls tak layak dgr my luahan just I feel don’t right since it just make u guys blame urself ahaks maybe no. I do love ot8 so much I just miss when we went to ayer 8 on 24January2015 . Last picture with 8 members last gathering together as 8. Allah. Actually this to omma and everyone, sorry I can’t even think I can be a good friends and bestie since I’m not understand u well and im such a annoy person that sucks ur life with my weird & worst attitude. Takyah nak tipu haha u guys like me and cakap I baik semua actually tak mashaAllah memang patut I dapat tu sebab entah rasa serba salah control my body and I just keep blame myself cs sucks ur life. Takyah nak tipu korang tak terasa apa yang I dah buat. Hm sesungguhnya I’m ordinary Allah’s servants. Maafkan saya if terkutuk ke and pernah annoy ur life Allah takde niat pun cuma jokes and sometimes jokes make it worst lewls im sorry I just love u guys too much and ukhwah will be my favourite girls in school, inshaAllah. Arissa, mimy and everyone lah termasuk hehe. Ghindunyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Kalau lah ada peluang keluar sesame semua kan best. Pastu en I don’t even know how to layan semua sekali serentak im sorry if memang selalu ignore orang yelah ramai kot kenat understanding sikit bae I ramai huhu. sorry again! Sumpah I do love u guys so much but sorry if I make u hate me so much cs me is me hihi. Lots of luvvvvvvv

p/s tu throwback gambo nanti ukhwah comin soon huhu loveeeeeeee

Written by me at Friday, October 02, 2015 | 0 Pinkzluv{s}

Hello October

Okay im goin to share my experience suddenly i never expect i can do it for 19 years i hidup ok omg its a achievement yallssss and i set it to my yearly reminder cs im so happy.